Experience:528mg DXM, U. Weed, and U. 5-MeO-DMT

Age: 17 Sex: Female Height: 178cm Weight: 75kg Date: 30.4.2025 Location: Germany/long train ride

Background: I already had experience with DXM and Cannabis in the common dosage range, was however inexperienced with high doses of dissociatives.

Timeline:

T+ 0:00 / 6:49(am)

Took the 528mg over 24 pills each containing 30mg of HBr; feeling good.

T+ 1:20

I get the mild dissociation and euphoria of a 2nd plat trip, looking slightly worried at my effect timeline.

T+ 2:40

I get a difficulty walking straight and have to hold myself onto objects to feel secure in my position. (It was slowly dawning on me that i had made a horrible mistake)

T+ 3:00

During a transfer, i notice that i can only walk in abrupt movements and only if i do so subconsciously. There also was an ego death looming over me as i became more detached from myself. Thoughts in my mind are no longer my own, they feel like distant voices, asking if i had died, calling my name. Childhood memories flew past me, as I pondered whether i would even need to be concerned about my undoing. I was fully immersed to a standard of a +++ experience

T+ 4:30

I can no longer read text, everything seems blurred and I make a guess as to where to get off my train. (It was just one station off and i had a subway connection to my final destination from there) A friend picked me up, after some communication issues because of me being unable to type along with my near complete derealization still plaguing me at that point.

T+ 8:00

The chronology of the experience between the last point and now is uncertain. It consisted of me letting myself fall into my friends bed over and over again, playing some games about liminal space and watching obscure videos on youtube. I was just generally at peace knowing I was finally in a safe environment, with the before mentioned effects still in action but definitely less intense to a point where it could be described as a ++ experience.

T+ 10:20

We smoked a joint that, unbeknownst to us, contained another substance. I just got a regular cannabis high along with some visual enhancements: colors seemed brighter and I felt serene. For my friend it was a ++++ experience i then tripsat her through to my best ability. (she definitely got a higher dose of it than me)

T+ 14:30

The effect of the THC and DXM have completely worn off now while the 5-MeO-DMT had melted away some aspects of how I see reality. (Only 6 days after the experience did I feel secure in my sense of reality again)

Further comments:

We both had to do some research as to what was in that joint we smoked, we first came to the conclusion of DMT, that however didn't completely fit the bill as there were only slight visual effects for both parties. in the end we came to 5-MeO-DMT because of it being the best match for the effects experienced.

In retrospect, the experience definitely meant a symbolic beginning of a new part of my life. I felt as if i had died but was still somehow alive.

"The world is beautiful and i am no longer afraid to die" is the conclusion of what happened that day.