Experience:60mg 4-AcO-DMT Nonstop Quasi-Orgasmic Objectless Euphoria
- Date: January 14th 2017
- Gender: MtF
- Weight: 123 lbs
- Height: 5’9
- Age: 24
At 7pm I weighed out and took 45mg orally in a gel capsule, then, realizing I had never taken this substance beyond that dosage range despite reading many reports about it being physically benign and forgiving at the higher doses, I took another 15mg about 25 minutes later, for a total of 60mg. Not something I'd recommend to beginners!
I was alone in my apartment. I had tripped heavily the week before on a cocktail of research lysergamides (700ug worth of AL-LAD, ETH-LAD, and 1P-LSD), but have otherwise not been tripping with anywhere the same frequency I did when was in my honeymoon phase with psychedelics, averaging now to about once every month or two. I had not taken any 4-AcO-DMT for the least couple years at least as the final times I had taken it I was starting to get messages from "the machine elves" (symbolic manifestations of the subconscious?) to slow things down and spend more time in consensus reality so I didn't drop out of school and cause more trouble for myself. The highest dose of 4-AcO-DMT I have ever taken in the past was an oral dose of 35mg, so I made sure my set and setting were pristine before undertaking this trip, preparing myself for any and everything (include hyperspace immersion and entity contact).
It took over an hour and a half for the effects to kick in fully, but when it did I was blown out. It was totally unlike any tryptamine trip I had before -- and nothing like I remember 4-AcO-DMT being at the doses I took it at. For one it was minimally visual given the amount I took -- the OEV visual palette was about as intricate as a 10mg dose of smoked DMT. The CEVs were highly chaotic and unstructured, with no underlying arc or theme that is generally characteristic of the DMT visual and headspace for me. I was expecting loads of visual geometry and immersion but what I got instead was non-stop waves of euphoric confusion, humorous memory loops and a debilitating amount of non-stop quasi-orgasmic feelings that left me moaning and sighing uncontrollably for a solid 2-3 hours while lying in my bed. In between bouts of relaxing physical euphoria I was overcome with feelings of good-will and gratefulness about where I have ended up in life, the experiences I have had and the recent relationships I have formed. I also had a lot of random thoughts above improving the wiki, which was weird (I get you better now Jenny xD)
Interestingly, the physical sensations reminded me of a more amplified version of the physical sensations I have been getting from hormone replacement therapy, which leaves my whole body feeling more relaxed and calm, but also more energized and motivated. It felt like the buildup to a moderate whole body orgasm just without any of the counter-tension to get it over with and ejaculate -- the feeling just went on and on. I was lying in my bed the entire time rolling around trying to not make too much noise to bother the neighbors. I felt totally unified and integrated into my environment, reinvigorated and purpose-charged.
Unlike the person who I was when first discovering psychedelics, I felt that there was no underlying anxiety or pressure to "solve" the universe in the brief time I was in such a euphoric elevated state. Instead I entered a state of utter relaxation, acceptance and surrender. Unlike some of my other tryptamine experiences, which have sometimes included stimulating or fight-or-flight-type feelings, this trip felt like a total inversion, leading me to feel incredibly personalized, mindful and present. The euphoria I felt was not a teeth-grinding, eye-rolling, forced euphoria, but a different kind altogether, which was totally relaxed and immersed-but-not-lost in the moment. Despite the heavy dose, I did not feel any sort of body load, muscle tension or other uncomfortable physical symptoms. The only thing I felt was a light easy-to-ignore nausea about 2 hours into my trip, upon which I retrieved a puke bucket and put next to my bed, but ultimately didn't end up using. Other than that it almost felt like I had not taken any drug at all -- a marked difference from the "body feel" of related 4-substituted tryptamines like 4-HO-MiPT or 4-HO-MET. I was truly impressed by how physically benign and well-tolerated this substance is physiologically. Despite it not having spectacular visuals, memorable epiphanies or other ineffable phenomenon, this is easily one of my best trips to date -- which I would like to attribute to the fact that I use these substances in far more healthy, balanced and responsible way than I have in times past.
Submitted by - Clarity