User:Josikins

fuck the system :3 Hey there, I am the person who founded this website and one of a very small group of people who have devoted themselves to actively improving it. I have dedicated my life to mapping out that which has never before been mapped out. I genuinely believe that exploration of inner space is the next frontier for the human species and has the potential to change us all on a level never previously anticipated by society at large. I am full of purpose and there is nothing else that I would rather be doing with this life. I know with complete certainty that this is the most effective way for me to make a difference, help as many people as possible and simply do some good on this earth before my short insignificant life comes to its inevitable end. This website started off as a blog when I was 17 and quickly consumed my entire life in a manner that I would never have expected. It has reshaped my plot, overhauled my perspective, provided me with a deep sense of spiritual purpose, sent me traveling to other countries and most importantly of all, introduced me to people who will always be of extreme emotional importance. Thank you for reading :')

Info Contact me : [email protected] Personal blog : www.DisregardEveryThingISay.com Projects in progress : UserWiki:Josikins My personal ultimate egodeath trip playlist : here (best listened to on shuffle, will probably be hated by most) <3 :3 <3 :3 <3 :3 ♬ ♩ ♪ ♫ Quotes disregard everything I say. every molecule is sacred. the world is a beautiful place and I am no longer afraid to die. we do what we must, because we can. are you dreaming? I love you all so very much. are you certain that this is completely realistic? Drugs I've tried Hallucinogens cannabis (erry day) LSD 5-meo-dmt mushrooms 5-meo-dalt ayahuasca DMT 4acodmt syrian rue AMT DPT LSA 4-AcO-MET 4-HO-MiPT Mescaline 2cb 2ce DOB 2ci 25inbome 2C-P 2C-T-7 MXE Ketamine DXM Nitrous Oxide Salvia DPH Mirtazapine Benzydamine THJ-018 ABIFUBINACA AKB38 UR-144 many random synthetic cannibanoids Stimulants MDMA Amphetamine 4-FMA Cocaine Ethylphenidate Methylphenidate Modafinil Piracetam (smoked) Methamphetamine MDAI Depressants Kratom codiene heroin Kratom Tramadol Quetiapine temazapam xanax/alprozam opium tea Poppy seed tea Government approved alcohol caffeine Nicotine Notable Combos LSD 300ug / MXE 40mg 2CB/2CE solution (unknown amount), MXE (20mg), DPH (50mg) MDMA 20mg, 4acodmt (20mg) - mother of god this shit was intense... DXM/DPH Heroin (unknown but strong dose) /2C-P (35mg) with MDMA and dmt on the comedown Methamphetamine / 2CB / 2CE Crack / 4acodmt Trip reports Personal experiences Experience:2.5g Syrian rue + 6g Mimosa Hostillis - My first experience with unity Experience:2.5g Syrian rue + 6g Mimosa Hostillis - Becoming God (my second experience with unity) Trip sitting experiences Experience:40mg smoked - Ego death and unity with a friend Experience:40mg (smoked) - The planet became a watermelon Experience:6g mimosa / 2.5 g syrian rue - Best cake I've had for a while Experience:4x 200ug tabs - You do not need to understand Experience:70 mg - Overcoming personal problems Experience:150mg MDMA + 20mg 2C-B - I designed it this way myself Experience:700mg - To the dextroverse. Pics Art & Edits My Tripspot (hastings country park) Gifts From Sconesy <3 Non default settings Depersonalisation - a complete lack of any sense of self. I am a philosophical zombie. HPPD - persistent low level geometry Voices in head - Me, natasha and the subconscious Open eye hallucinations - can activate any and all objects within mind's eye to perform impossible actions in a high level of detail Tourettes syndrome - swear and scream when I have intrusive thoughts by myself since childhood Spontaneous states of unity - often feel one with universe during states of contemplation perhaps a few times a week Just incase I die As requested... written for Oscarette, Cocoanatta, Kaylee and PJosepherum or anybody else:D :3 love you all Study the subjective effects index as it stands until a point of complete familiarity with the terminologies, descriptions and leveling systems. Document any and all substances while primarily focusing on hallucinogens. Also document and explore other fields of psychonautics such as sensory deprivation, tulpas, holotropic breathwork, sleep deprivation and meditation. Name, define and describe all previously undocumented subjective effect components which you may encounter in your travels and add them to the index. Document simple preparation/growing methods of entheogens and other substances. Pursue system automation, stastical data collection, content submission automation etc etc Find people capable of image and video hallucinogenic replication Strive to never let PW or DEIS degrade and ensure the quality and legitimacy of our content / community continues to expand and grow with time. Dont give up, meditate as often as possible (erry day) and keep on keeping on <3 Funeral playlist I would like to request these songs in this specific order :)[1]. Please cremate body and use ashes to grow potent marijuana i love you all so much. Time - pink floyd What fills the gap - will cady Be born - tally hall Ripple - the grateful dead One more time with feeling - regina spektor Galaxy song - monty python Hush - Afroman Nothing is something worth doing - shpongle <headertabs />