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'''[[ | '''[[Experience index|Experience reports]] - [[4-AcO-DMT]]''' | ||
[[File:eyeofprovidence.png|thumb|right|upright|300px||I experienced eye of providence visuals during my trip.]] | [[File:eyeofprovidence.png|thumb|right|upright|300px||I experienced eye of providence visuals during my trip.]] | ||
'''Date:''' April 16, 2012 | *'''Date:''' April 16, 2012 | ||
'''Gender:''' Female | *'''Gender:''' Female | ||
'''Weight:''' 100 lbs | *'''Weight:''' 45 kg / 100 lbs | ||
'''Height:''' 5’4 | *'''Height:''' 162 cm / 5’4" | ||
'''Age:''' 18 | *'''Age:''' 18 | ||
===Report=== | |||
I took 20mg of 4-aco-dmt with my tea at 3:18 PM in the bath tub of my apartment alone. Looking to pass the time in the bath, I decided to shave, but the nausea kicked in sooner than I thought and it was pretty difficult. During the nausea, I began getting weird thoughts about “fighting the nausea.” About an hour in at 4:20, the nausea went away and I began to feel like I was tripping. At one point, I felt like I was having a bad trip or had stopped tripping completely. I felt like the 4-aco-dmt hadn’t worked after all. I was ready to go back to my computer or back to bed when I figured I’d try to go outside. | I took 20mg of 4-aco-dmt with my tea at 3:18 PM in the bath tub of my apartment alone. Looking to pass the time in the bath, I decided to shave, but the nausea kicked in sooner than I thought and it was pretty difficult. During the nausea, I began getting weird thoughts about “fighting the nausea.” About an hour in at 4:20, the nausea went away and I began to feel like I was tripping. At one point, I felt like I was having a bad trip or had stopped tripping completely. I felt like the 4-aco-dmt hadn’t worked after all. I was ready to go back to my computer or back to bed when I figured I’d try to go outside. | ||
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''Submitted by - [[user: | ''Submitted by - [[user:oskykins|Oskykins]]'' | ||
== | ===Effects analysis=== | ||
*'''[[Effect::Nausea]]''' - "the nausea kicked in sooner than I thought and it was pretty difficult." | *'''[[Effect::Nausea]]''' - "the nausea kicked in sooner than I thought and it was pretty difficult." | ||
*'''[[Effect::Internal | *'''[[Effect::Internal hallucination]]''' - "At one point, I saw Obama (United States president) visuals everywhere. I saw visuals of multiple presidents on the underpass near my apartment." | ||
*'''[[Effect:: | *'''[[Effect::Delusion]]''' - "I felt like I was taking ‘the walk to enlightenment’ or something." | ||
*'''[[Effect::External | *'''[[Effect::External hallucination]]''' and/or '''[[Effect::Transformations]]'''- "I started seeing pyramid eye visuals everywhere. I saw faces in the sky. There was a black baby looking down at me from the sky." | ||
*'''[[Effect::Unity and interconnectedness]]''' - "The wind became a part of me. I became a part of everything. A sense of oneness overcame me. I was so excited I started laughing out loud because I had realized the answer to the universe. I couldn’t stop smiling and laughing. I felt amazing." "I was able to connect myself with all objects — rocks, the wind, other people." | *'''[[Effect::Unity and interconnectedness]]''' - "The wind became a part of me. I became a part of everything. A sense of oneness overcame me. I was so excited I started laughing out loud because I had realized the answer to the universe. I couldn’t stop smiling and laughing. I felt amazing." "I was able to connect myself with all objects — rocks, the wind, other people." | ||
*'''[[Effect::Auditory enhancement]]''' - "Music has never sounded better. And the things she would sing would sometimes connect with my thought processes." | *'''[[Effect::Auditory enhancement]]''' - "Music has never sounded better. And the things she would sing would sometimes connect with my thought processes." | ||
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*'''[[Effect::Unity and interconnectedness]]''' - "i can’t even describe it, WE ARE ALL ONE, i don’t even know how to explain it." | *'''[[Effect::Unity and interconnectedness]]''' - "i can’t even describe it, WE ARE ALL ONE, i don’t even know how to explain it." | ||
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Latest revision as of 00:07, 8 February 2020
Experience reports - 4-AcO-DMT
- Date: April 16, 2012
- Gender: Female
- Weight: 45 kg / 100 lbs
- Height: 162 cm / 5’4"
- Age: 18
Report
I took 20mg of 4-aco-dmt with my tea at 3:18 PM in the bath tub of my apartment alone. Looking to pass the time in the bath, I decided to shave, but the nausea kicked in sooner than I thought and it was pretty difficult. During the nausea, I began getting weird thoughts about “fighting the nausea.” About an hour in at 4:20, the nausea went away and I began to feel like I was tripping. At one point, I felt like I was having a bad trip or had stopped tripping completely. I felt like the 4-aco-dmt hadn’t worked after all. I was ready to go back to my computer or back to bed when I figured I’d try to go outside.
When I got outside, my trip totally changed. I saw beautiful visuals. At one point, I saw Obama (United States president) visuals everywhere. I saw visuals of multiple presidents on the underpass near my apartment. I felt like I was taking ‘the walk to enlightenment’ or something. I started seeing pyramid eye visuals everywhere. I saw faces in the sky. There was a black baby looking down at me from the sky. The wind became a part of me. I became a part of everything. A sense of oneness overcame me. I was so excited I started laughing out loud because I had realized the answer to the universe. I couldn’t stop smiling and laughing. I felt amazing.
I wrote down:
"Wow. Never before have I realized the oneness of it all. We all are one. Even now, while tripping, I see eyes. A pyramid of an eye. I have seen the truth. Wow. I have figured out the universe. The oneness was a circle. The universe is a circle."
I was able to connect myself with all objects — rocks, the wind, other people. I thought it was beautiful how two people could find each other. How your consciousness can cling to a different shell of itself. Sex was beautiful for this reason. It allowed your consciousness to become one.
Every time I would go inside to go to the bathroom, I would start having a bad trip. To aid this, I started singing. I listened to Vanessa Carlton’s music while tripping and it was fucking amazing. Music has never sounded better. And the things she would sing would sometimes connect with my thought processes. I could find meaning in her lyrics, meanings that weren’t there before.
I realized that for love to exist, hate must exist. For anger to exist, peace must exist. Yin and yang. Opposite forces need each other for each to exist. I wanted to become a shell of peace and compassion.
After walking for a while, I decided to head back in. I knew that if i went inside now, I would not be able to trip further. But I decided to head inside to record my thoughts about the trip.
Unfortunately, I wasn’t really able to get anything out in words. This is what I wrote on Microsoft Word:
"wow. the wind
wow
wow
wow
i can’t even describe it
WE ARE ALL ONE
i don’t even know how to explain it.
it
is something you FEEL
go back outside lol"
But it was cold and windy, so I decided to stay in. I was done with my trip for today. Hours later, I look on my phone and see that while outside I had written:
"The oneness of it all is fucking Incredible fucking incredible. We sre all one. I am this rock. Circle. The oneness of it all. Remember it. You have been given a glimpse"
Submitted by - Oskykins
Effects analysis
- Nausea - "the nausea kicked in sooner than I thought and it was pretty difficult."
- Internal hallucination - "At one point, I saw Obama (United States president) visuals everywhere. I saw visuals of multiple presidents on the underpass near my apartment."
- Delusion - "I felt like I was taking ‘the walk to enlightenment’ or something."
- External hallucination and/or Transformations- "I started seeing pyramid eye visuals everywhere. I saw faces in the sky. There was a black baby looking down at me from the sky."
- Unity and interconnectedness - "The wind became a part of me. I became a part of everything. A sense of oneness overcame me. I was so excited I started laughing out loud because I had realized the answer to the universe. I couldn’t stop smiling and laughing. I felt amazing." "I was able to connect myself with all objects — rocks, the wind, other people."
- Auditory enhancement - "Music has never sounded better. And the things she would sing would sometimes connect with my thought processes."
- Feelings of interdependent opposites - "I realized that for love to exist, hate must exist. For anger to exist, peace must exist. Yin and yang. Opposite forces need each other for each to exist."
- Unity and interconnectedness - "i can’t even describe it, WE ARE ALL ONE, i don’t even know how to explain it."