Experience:A subtle discovering

Experience index — Mucsimol

• Substance(s): Muscimol
• Dose: 25 mg
• Route of Administration: Oral ( gummies )

Subject

• Age: 28
• Sex: Male
• Height: 175 cm / 5'7 feet
• Weight: 56 kg / 123 lb
• Date: 01/2025
• Location: Europe

Background

10 years of smoking tobacco and weed, no experience with psychedelics, in a flat with another friend / friends.

Experience report

I bought packs of 5*5 gummies, each of them allegedly having 5 mg of Muscimol in them. I was pretty serene about it, hoping for the first time to have visual hallucinations and trip into a beautiful cascade of colorful visuals.

Me and my friend ate one of the gummies around 8 PM , from what we heard and searched, the come up takes between 45 to 90 min, and the effects last up to 10 hours.

Timeline

T+ 0:00 - Ingested one gummy

T+ 0:40 - Nothing noticeable

T+ 1:30 - Subtle change of of my consciousness focus on things, and a kind of " lag " on how I move my body, but I'm still talking a lot with my friend about our viewpoints on spirituality and meditation.

T+ 2:00 - Ingesting 2 more gummies, my friend makes me focus on a painting, and for the first time in my life, looking at something with my vision very still makes me view more than just the greying out of the surrounding field of view : instead a multicolor veil takes over but I can still see what was in front of me, then this veil takes only the upper half of my vision, and after 2 or 3 minutes of this I get out of it, and we keep talking about how these kinds of visions can be unlocked with meditation.

T+ 4:00 - Ingesting 2 more gummies, me and my friend start listening to a singing bowls video supposedly helping for healing, chakras opening etc ; closing my eyes. The colors I usually see are more vibrant, and I phase out into a serene state. After few minutes of that, we keep talking about more spiritual stuff.

We notice that we slightly stumble on things while walking, like our leges on chairs, sofas etc. Also with words, more than usual we misspell them and correct ourselves ( maybe one in 100 )

My conscience focus starts alternating on 3 different things spatially, but inside my mind, even tho I'm not picturing anything, whether I'm standing still or walking somewhere, it has a rythm that I hardly get out of by myself.

T+ 5:00 - I didn't feel hungry or tired all along even tho I had very little sleep and was fasting before the first gummy, but it gets pretty late at night and me and my friend decides to go to sleep. As I get ready to get into slumber, with a weighted blanket, my toughts are taking shapes in my vision eyes closed, the colors being rainbowy like, but still pretty dim. Being half amazed by it, It keeps evolving, and I get scared to stay paralyzed by it, stuck following this sort of story/program that my brain is never stopping to coming up with new concepts, but looping on some with small varability ( For example : I see a shabe, made of pixels, I "complete or move to " pixels one at a time " ). I'm also scared for my friend ( as , very stupidly, he didn't want to stay sober and I couldn't stop him to do so ), so I wake up and go check on him, he is doing well meditating, and we wishes ourselves good night again.

The next day felt great, no hungover, and feel very grateful that this molecule helped enough so for the first time I could meditate and reach new sensations and visuals, more or less worrysome.

I tried 20 mg of gummies ( spaced by at least one hour between redosing ) on that next day, and had great visuals meditating, being guided by my friend, the next week I had 25 mg of the same gummies and had loop thoughts getting asleep, relieving and stressful at times because of the narrative I was making of it.

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